Alright, it seems like you would rather feel sorry for yourself vs. listen to the points that I'm trying to make and which I am addressing to the entire forum (i.e. others doing the same thing as well), not just you. That's fine, but it doesn't address the underlined problem and you will continue to have this issue in games as long as you play like this. As much crap as you got for your Mayor play in FF7, at least you were active and trying back then -- you don't even try anymore and it's rather sad to see the regression.