If we happen to chop a town today, make sure you have me among your nominations.

I'm beginning to think having people shade me but unable to actually vote me (which allows people to seriously consider how likely a martin wolf is compared to anyone else being wolf) will make the wolves' job of hiding easier as they won't have to take a stance on the issue.

I'm going to be less busy this day phase - so there'll still be spots where I am inactive - but it's not going to be as good as it can be.



Quote Originally Posted by bakermir View Post
I am not treating you bad. You are getting away with some stuff and I am only prodding you and IDK your latest posts doesn't help me change my mind about you at all.
If you don't like me for the lack of activity I have for this game, just say it. Don't hide behind "You don't display any progress, you share your thoughts on future because you just go back to saying you will be busy" (i.e. things I did because of my limited time) and in the same post say that my activity is not the only thing to do with it.

That just makes your reasons look more solid (and numerous) than they actually are. Its fine to not like or suspect me for anything I am doing, or for the circumstances I am under. I get that. I get that I don't have as much reasoning put out because I am not here as much. But man does it feel misrepresentative and disregarding if you say your issue with me is something like "Martin is not displaying much progression" rather than something like "Martin is not here as much and so I'm having a harder time seeing him town" or something like that. Think of it as quite similar to (hypothetically) you wanting to vote out afk slot but not wanting to admit that voting them out clearly has to deal with them being afk.

I'm starting to get the same vibes (of wanting to chop due to lack of activity) from Tutuu now too since apparently their strongest explanation of my slot is now an association read based off a pre-flip rather than anything about me.

Separately, Re:
Quote Originally Posted by bakermir View Post
I am actually concerned about the way you treat some of us shows a level of awareness that simply shouldn't be there for someone busy.
In case you haven't noticed, I invest myself as much as I reasonably can into games I play without ruining my life. Especially in games for this community, my homesite, Sc2Mafia, in which case sometimes I will adjust my life just for that. You see that I have FM mod status here in the time since you were gone? I got that because I was driving this community to run and host more games on a consistent schedule or timeline rather than having periods of unpredictability. Site admins Lumi and Marshmallow Marshall reached out to me because of that. I feel responsible for my activity and investment in this community, and that very much extends to how I hold myself with respect to my activity and involvement in the game. I even so much as instantly signed up for this game without reading the setup in whole and without realizing it has 24 hour phases. Many of the games hosted here since my first game are games I've played in.

As a result, yes I do look at the game from time to time while I'm busy or not here. It happens almost every game I'm in, and its just less apparent in the games I have more time for because, usually, at those points I can afford to post and real-time with others. Posting implies actually being there and ready to engage with others. These recent days I've not been able to afford doing that. If I do, I just get my IRL life in trouble as the more time I spend on a short break reading the game, the more likely it is I will be spending too much time on the game for my own good.

My plan for D3 (and any future day for that matter) is to do what I can when I have the time. I don't have a master-plan specifying exactly when I'll be completely not-busy. An example reason why that is, is me taking out the time to write this post.




Anyways

In the meantime since I was last here, I realized my situation (and in particular being compared to one of my champs mafia games by someone else) was quite similar to a game I had a few months ago. Also as town. Also freaking out the same way when people were laying complaints against me for reasons related to my lack of time spent on the game. Though I should note that game I subbed into, and also that game was meant to be a light game (it was not "light" by any standard especially with Achromatic there lmao), so some of the reasons against my slot that game were for the person I replaced there rather than because of me.


I don't care if you think me self-meta'ing here is worse. I'll earn the right to stick my tongue at you if this gets disregarded and I get mischopped in the future (and as I say that, I also said the same thing there...Am I copying myself???).