During the birth of my first child, when my wife started on gas and air she went unconscious.
They slammed the panic alarm and about 8 extra nurses and doctors all appeared in the room.

It was one of the most frightening experiences I have ever felt, it only last a couple of minutes until she was conscious again but those few minutes where so dreadful and eternal.

Tomorrow, my next child will be born (C-Section). And I'm so nervous and worried. My wife is a major part of me, and without her I don't know how I will manage to function.
I run scenarios on what I would do if she goes, as I will have to do everything I can to not break to be able to care for my children.
She has life insurance and I'm sure that finance will be no issue.
It's just trying to function like a normal person I would struggle with.

Me and My wife's relationship is so brilliant, as our ability's and skills balance each other out. She helps me function normally,. and I help her function normally.
If either of us where alone we would most certainly fail at certain core aspects of life.

We've been preparing for tomorrow and making all the finishing touches. I expect to be very busy. ^^ But I don't mind if people talk to me just in case I just need to vent and just support me ^^