I was ENFP but now I'm really not. INFP or even INTP is my new personality.

from that zodiac sign thing: Wren
The wren Celtic animal sign is associated with , and opening to new insights, and sunnier dispositions. They are natural care givers and will sign sweet melodies to cheer their friends and family. They remain calm in the midst of stormy weather. You want to have these people with you if you find yourself in a crisis; they are resourceful and stay cool under pressure. Wrens are self-motivated (they know how to get what they want) and work best in solo situations. They are also have a high sense of responsibility and moral integrity. They seek balance in their lives by being leaders at work on in the community, but secretly they would rather be traveling abroad living a life of a gypsy (this however, is often against their better judgment).

This is mostly true. I really care for others , I always try to get to a leadership point to apply balance and justice and I am self-motivated. Its just that I'm really not calm when someone pressures someone else - or when I'm accused about hurting others. Its just in my nature to care and to hate myself (the second is my sickness - I agree I shouldn't hate myself the way I do but who cares) so anything against that will make me like a thunder.

I am still emotional - my emotion is deeper than the oceans. Even I can't understand myself most of the time - but recent events in my life made me to think and as I had the ability to be like that easily - I change to INTP occasionally and that makes it even harder to understand me. I use logic and a whole bag of emotions together and I want things done. And I really can't stop myself from getting things done.