I will admit, when in the "Bizz' I had a larger than life ego because that was what I was made to be. By the producer. I was expected to have that cocky attitude as a job description. I've been to more gay pride parades then you've been to your own birthday. Having been through so many ups and downs it's made me the person I am today, and I wouldn't change the person I've become for all the money ion the world.