This?

[Damus_Graves]

Written at 10:48, based on events occurring 11/12/2011

Spoiler : :

It's the point in time when you feel the clearest, and the most sensible. It's when you can remember almost every memory in your life with perfect clarity. It's when you can feel in your soul, every emotion that has fueled your actions up to this point in time. The overwhelming force of that one thing that shines so brightly in the distance, you can just barely make out a shadow. It's when you lose it, and realize just how valuable it was to have. It's getting it back by the thread of fate, nearly losing it forever. It's when you're sitting in the darkness, sweat stained and crying because you don't know how you're getting along with each gloomy day dragging itself along. It's the nightmares, the fear, that small voice constantly mocking you behind your back, and the reality that you undoubtedly fucked up and are going to have to live with a gaping hole in your heart for the rest of your days. When you dread the dusk and despise the coming dawn, wishing beyond hope that she comes back and forgives your grievances. It's falling asleep hating yourself just a little more because you know that you lost a good thing

[Bruno]

wut?

[Archangel]

wut

[Damus_Graves]

wut?

I dunno. I just wrote it like five minutes ago.

[Bruno]

why?

[Damus_Graves]

why?

nostalgia?

[MoDTassadar]

Spoiler : :

It's the point in time when you feel the clearest, and the most sensible. It's when you can remember almost every memory in your life with perfect clarity. It's when you can feel in your soul, every emotion that has fueled your actions up to this point in time. The overwhelming force of that one thing that shines so brightly in the distance, you can just barely make out a shadow. It's when you lose it, and realize just how valuable it was to have. It's getting it back by the thread of fate, nearly losing it forever. It's when you're sitting in the darkness, sweat stained and crying because you don't know how you're getting along with each gloomy day dragging itself along. It's the nightmares, the fear, that small voice constantly mocking you behind your back, and the reality that you undoubtedly fucked up and are going to have to live with a gaping hole in your heart for the rest of your days. When you dread the dusk and despise the coming dawn, wishing beyond hope that she comes back and forgives your grievances. It's falling asleep hating yourself just a little more because you know that you lost a good thing

You talking about trolling?

[Glip]

Spoiler : :

It's the point in time when you feel the clearest, and the most sensible. It's when you can remember almost every memory in your life with perfect clarity. It's when you can feel in your soul, every emotion that has fueled your actions up to this point in time. The overwhelming force of that one thing that shines so brightly in the distance, you can just barely make out a shadow. It's when you lose it, and realize just how valuable it was to have. It's getting it back by the thread of fate, nearly losing it forever. It's when you're sitting in the darkness, sweat stained and crying because you don't know how you're getting along with each gloomy day dragging itself along. It's the nightmares, the fear, that small voice constantly mocking you behind your back, and the reality that you undoubtedly fucked up and are going to have to live with a gaping hole in your heart for the rest of your days. When you dread the dusk and despise the coming dawn, wishing beyond hope that she comes back and forgives your grievances. It's falling asleep hating yourself just a little more because you know that you lost a good thing

I honestly wish I could relate, but I've never felt anything like any of that. One of the side effects of not having strong emotions. I feel sorry for ya, though. I'm sure everything will turn out ok in the end. It always does.

[Damus_Graves]

You talking about trolling?

Ashley, my fiance.

[Glip]

Ashley, my fiance.

Fiancée? Ouch.

[Damus_Graves]

Fiancée? Ouch.

Check OP.

[ErieMan]

is she hot

[Damus_Graves]

is she hot

Yes, she is beautiful.

[ErieMan]

can we see a picture

[Archangel]

this thread is about ur fiancee? LOOL i didnt even know wut was goin on mate

[Archangel]

can we see a picture

agreed, pics or gtfo

[MoDTassadar]

Show us picture so we can drool all over it!

[Glip]

Check OP.

9 months later and it still hurts? Double ouch.

[Damus_Graves]

9 months later and it still hurts? Double ouch.

A rather unsettling empty feel in my chest, coupled with a lack of drawing breath whenever the memory surfaces. It isn't pleasant

[MoDTassadar]

So you broke up with your fiancé? And why would you marry when you're 19? Savor the freedom man, savor the freedom...

[Damus_Graves]

Just to not get confused.


I did manage to convince her to take me back.

[ErieMan]

brush teeth much

[Glip]

A rather unsettling empty feel in my chest, coupled with a lack of drawing breath whenever the memory surfaces. It isn't pleasant

I guess I should thank my lucky stars I've never had the misfortune to experience such a thing.

[Damus_Graves]

The date for marriage isn't until we are both done with college

[Damus_Graves]

brush teeth much

You do realize the picture is blurry and disoriented as shit?

[MoDTassadar]

Just to not get confused.


I did manage to convince her to take me back.

Then why are you sad?

[Damus_Graves]

Then why are you sad?

I suffer with being able to feel things strongly, especially when i relive bad memories

[ErieMan]

blurry and disorient dont make teeth cheese yello

[Damus_Graves]

blurry and disorient dont make teeth cheese yello

*eye roll*

Shadows darken teeth when taken from a camera not equipped with flash.

[ErieMan]

dark desnt make yellow and there is no shadow infront of teeth

[Glip]

I suffer with being able to feel things strongly, especially when i relive bad memories

I'm sure it balances out with also being able to feel good moments strongly. I would love to be able to feel that. My life is pretty much an emotional monotone. I couldn't describe to you what any emotion feels like, because I haven't felt any emotion long enough or enough times to remember or know what it feels like.

[Damus_Graves]

dark desnt make yellow and there is no shadow infront of teeth

I'll be honest here.

you have obviously never seen pictures before.

[ErieMan]

k fine post another then well see

[Im not a smurf]

She looks like a guy dude

[Damus_Graves]

She looks like a guy dude

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Obvious Smurf Troll.

[Archangel]

Join Date: Aug 2012

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Obvious Smurf Troll.

Yeah pretty sad people actually make smurfs.

[Glip]

Join Date: Aug 2012

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Obvious Smurf Troll.

As if the name itself wasn't proof enough.

[Archangel]

As if the name itself wasn't proof enough.

Agreed

[Damus_Graves]

I'm sure it balances out with also being able to feel good moments strongly. I would love to be able to feel that. My life is pretty much an emotional monotone. I couldn't describe to you what any emotion feels like, because I haven't felt any emotion long enough or enough times to remember or know what it feels like.

Honest: Sometimes there are times where no emotion is felt and that's truly the worst.

[Rocshi]

damus fiancee hawt
superhawt

[ErieMan]

damus fiancee hawt
superhawt

no she is very ugly and looks manly

[Damus_Graves]

no she is very ugly and looks manly

you must be the very image of perfection to be able to so openly criticize another person. (Sarcasm if you cant tell -.-)

[Cryptonic]

I'm beautiful.

[Ash]

i'm damus's fiancee

i confess, I'M A TRANSEXUAL

[Damus_Graves]

i'm damus's fiancee

i confess, I'M A TRANSEXUAL

No.

Just...just no.

[Bahkieh]

i'm damus's fiancee

i confess, I'M A TRANSEXUAL

Is it bad that laughed at that?

[Ash]

Is it bad that laughed at that?

no

[Bunny]

I'm beautiful.

me to

[Bahkieh]

I'm fabulous