I was kinda a messed up kid growing up. My parents sent me to a boarding school that was eventually shut down for child abuse. To this day I am ashamed that I did not work harder to shut it down. There was very literal and basic torture. I kinda think how fucked off the psychology of that places actions were framed my curiosity.
Had this whole thing I wrote up but it made me a bit sick. They tortured us. Very literally they crammed their fingers into our nerves until we screamed. And after we screamed they kept right on until we promised to push whatever they wanted. No amount of doing what they wanted would make it stop.
Now I want to have a conversation with people who were tortured next to me but are now the authority in that power structure. I kinda think I only have one shot at this and I dont know what would be the best approach. I could use some advice