Why Doesn't Mesk Answer Me!?

Well folks, I'll tell ya why. I simply one day woke up and decided I actually don't enjoy the life I'm living.

You see, mental health is an important thing sometimes you forget about. And while the majority of my life is probably composed of white rich girl problems, sometimes life still sucks. Given I live in Canada and have plenty of mental health resources provided to me, I actually decided to spend my hours online figuring out how to use them. & I did. I also spent about 50 hours in therapy over the summer. And this time I think I got it somewhat right.

After being depressed and unemployed for god knows how long, I landed a job with I had been chasing for 8+ months through several companies pushing weed for the Canadian suppliers to Canada's now largest cannabis retailer. Sending out POs of over 60k weekly.

and that's not all, ya girl actually got accepted into a one year Law program at some random ass school in B.C. Due to COVID moving 99.9% of programs online, I took advantage of that fact. Quebec being a piece of shit province, my transcripts transferred horribly. These B.C fuckers basically said Math & English was invalid and offered me academic upgrading to allow me into the program. Now I'm in a one-year marathon to accumulate 30 credits to transfer to the University of Ottawa, where I plan to join my cousin in their Law program and taking Math and English for a semester to get my prerequisites was just going to set me back. So I challenged that shit and they gave it to me. So now, I'm a full-time student.

So you see, now that I work 40+ hours and am a new fulltime student, I have no time to circle jerk it with ya, and if I don't answer my discord messages, I'm sorry :(

& that's about all from me folks, the coked up 18 year old who joined this community and created tons of controversy is actually doing things with her life again, and I couldn't have done it without a lot of the members in this community continuously supporting me throughout the years. Especially @Drizzt and @Helz , two people who have always been there to offer advice and guidance and belief in me. And of course the two people in this community who love me the most unconditionally, @BananaCucho & @Unknown1234 . Your wanting to play endless games has made me wake up every day. & special thanks to @yzb25 for not judging me when I told him I didn't clean my home once the whole summer. But now everything in my life is clean (including my nostrils) and in order.

Also lots of love to my gorgeous cat Diva who was there every single morning I woke up balling my eyes out because I was a useless degenerate.

I love you all, well most of you. Especially Blinkskater and my new friend Aivion.

KBYE<3

Wow, you might actually inspire me to get my shit together... You've earned everything that has been working out right now and I'm happy to see things moving in the right direction for you.

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Meme from one of our older games.

My biggest fan.

Gl hf. Nothing wrong with a couple nose beers every now and then

:)

You go sister~

i'm glad you're around again! ... though I guess that's not the point of your post.

I dont think theres many people that really understand strength in vulnerability on a personal level. You have found a different kind of strength that will take you far.

Nice work Mesk. Now time to infiltrate the legal profession and destroy it from within by making it law that Mesk is town.

Bruh that sounds a bit like me (not cleaning your room your whole summer). That gives me some hope LOL. I’m already climbing out of the hole that I am in nonetheless, but that’s nice to hear.