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    Goodbye SC2 Mafia

    Dear Community,

    I would like to say thank you for allowing me to be apart of you for the time that I was.

    @Lysergic : thank you for believing in me and pushing me to join staff. I am sorry for letting you down ultimately.

    @DarknessB : thank you for all of the chats we had and for the friendship we shared, even though it ended poorly. I apologize for that.

    @MattZed thank you for the advice and the always understanding ear.

    @Arrow : Thank you for continuing to have a relationship with me, although you owe me nothing. I was not fair to you, and I regret that ultimately.

    @Mesk514 : I don't know how we became friends but we did and I am better for it.

    @AIVION : I miss you and will always.

    And thank you to everyone I played forum mafia with and had good times, and bad times with. This experience has been interesting to say the least and it was fun to experience the highs and lows with each and every one of you. @Veri I'm sorry for mislynching you.

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    Now on to the body of this thread. I have decided to leave the community. I thought coming back and getting more involved after leaving staff would be fun. I did enjoy my forum mafia games, however, I allowed other things to bring out the worst parts of my personality. We'll call these the "duckiest" parts of me. It is 100% my fault for these sides of my personality coming out and no situation in the world should ever give me the excuse to go "there." I have been an asshole to people on here, and I told myself many years ago, I would not be that person. But there's just a broken part of me that still needs healing, and being in an environment where I feel free to release my toxicity does not help. So I will take steps to manage that, and I think leaving this community will be part of that process.

    I never wanted to become the person I am in this community or how I am being portrayed, and I own that. It is my fault, no doubt about that. So, in the effort to be do better, and to be better. And to allocate my time to achieving my goals, effective immediately (give or take two days to say personal goodbyes) I will be out of your hair forever.

    To everyone I've offended, insulted, or wronged in any way, shape, or form. This is my humblest apologies to you all. I regret that I allowed myself to get to this point, and I regret that to which the amount of venom I spewed. My words will never do enough to convey the the sincerity of my apology, but please know that I am a human who feels badly about the things he's said and the people he's hurt.

    This decision is not because of any one person or situation. I had planned to leave in January, and hence why I was back to back fming. I have goals I want to achieve, and a vision for my life i'd like to reach. And this has become a major distraction. The decision to speed it up comes from two personal losses. One a childhood friend passed away a few days before thanksgiving, and I just found out yesterday that a former student of mine took his own life back in October. These deaths reminded me that life is way too short to waste time doing anything that doesn't ultimately serve you.

    This most recent FM, I was anxious to put it behind me so I could move on. I apologize to everyone in that game and afterward that I was shitty to. My student's death is impacting me in ways I have yet to understand. I do not tell you these things to illicit any sort of sympathy, but to only give you an insight into why I am making this decision here and now.

    Mattzed told me on skype, about something completely different to "take a step back." And I thought how fitting the universe would give me that message now. So I am going to take a step back, and lean into RL and my new boyfriend and the many joys I have in life. I will go forward and be my best self, and not sink to my worst self.

    So in closing. Thank you for allowing me to be a member of this community. I will miss every single one of you. I wish you all a very joyous Holiday Season and a very happy and fulfilling New Year.

    Take care,

    -PTB

    tl;dr: goodbye and good luck ptb is leaving.
    Last edited by PowersThatBe; December 13th, 2016 at 04:39 AM.
    Quote Originally Posted by PowersThatBe View Post
    Shut up cow.
    Quote Originally Posted by Stealthbomber16 View Post
    Did you just fucking call him a cow?
    Quote Originally Posted by Stealthbomber16
    No, he played as well as he could. He had you right in the palm of his fucking hand all game and you STILL don’t get that. He played you like a fucking fiddle, and it was so obvious and it pains me that nobody else saw it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RLVG View Post
    Take care and have fun with your new boyfriend.

    Sad to see you go, but sometimes that's what has to happen.
    Thank you, and thank you for hosting my last fm game.
    Quote Originally Posted by PowersThatBe View Post
    Shut up cow.
    Quote Originally Posted by Stealthbomber16 View Post
    Did you just fucking call him a cow?
    Quote Originally Posted by Stealthbomber16
    No, he played as well as he could. He had you right in the palm of his fucking hand all game and you STILL don’t get that. He played you like a fucking fiddle, and it was so obvious and it pains me that nobody else saw it.

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    Oh, you. You just couldn't let me go, could you?

    This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object. You truly are incorruptible, aren't you? You won't kill me out of some misplaced sense of self-righteousness. And I won't kill you because you're just too much fun.

    I think you and I are destined to do this forever.
    Last edited by BananaCucho; December 13th, 2016 at 08:34 AM.
    Quote Originally Posted by BananaCucho

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    BUT WE JUST BECAME BEST FRIENDS.... WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING
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    Please don't post in the punished players section if you're not involved. Consider this a warning from Thugnificent. You got one Thug ticket. Collect 3 more of those and i'll have to issue a Thug Infraction. Collect 3 Thug Infractions and you get 1 Thug Misdemeanor Charge.

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    PTB, my best wishes for you.

    In the summer of 2015 I lost 6 people, starting with my daughter-in-law and ending with a longtime family friend. I understand your pain and your confusion. Believe me, they can take a long time to resolve.

    Don't cut yourself off too much, distractions and outlets are helpful.

    Best of luck...
    "Dick Cheney. Darth Vader. Hitler. Satan. That's power. It only helps us when people are blind to who we are and what we're doing."
    - Steve Bannon

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    Thank you everyone for the kind words and well wishes. This community is truly special. Take care of each other.

    And thank you @Cryptonic for seemingly always having my back!

    God bless everyone.

    -PTB
    Quote Originally Posted by PowersThatBe View Post
    Shut up cow.
    Quote Originally Posted by Stealthbomber16 View Post
    Did you just fucking call him a cow?
    Quote Originally Posted by Stealthbomber16
    No, he played as well as he could. He had you right in the palm of his fucking hand all game and you STILL don’t get that. He played you like a fucking fiddle, and it was so obvious and it pains me that nobody else saw it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Klingoncelt View Post
    PTB, my best wishes for you.

    In the summer of 2015 I lost 6 people, starting with my daughter-in-law and ending with a longtime family friend. I understand your pain and your confusion. Believe me, they can take a long time to resolve.

    Don't cut yourself off too much, distractions and outlets are helpful.

    Best of luck...

    You should have replaced out of game. My God, I really thought you were making it up!

    a thousand apologies.
    Mafia Record:
    Spoiler : On Site/Universal Total :
    ..Total: 5/9 = 55.6% | 61/104 = 58.3%..
    ...Town: 3/5 = 60% | 42/76 = 55.3%...
    ....Mafia: 0/2 = 0% | 14/23 = 60.9%....
    .....3P: 1/1 = 100% | 3P: 3/5 = 60%.....
    My advice on Mafia play:
    Get the Led Out

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    Quote Originally Posted by Frozen Angel View Post
    oh shit your the same quick. I should have known!

    sorry for hurting you Q

    and sorry to see goodbyes. I hope good luck with your life and thx for messaging me when you saw me crashing. thats somthing I respect in high value.
    You have not done anything that hurt me, don't worry. I have been in some tough games as well.
    Mafia Record:
    Spoiler : On Site/Universal Total :
    ..Total: 5/9 = 55.6% | 61/104 = 58.3%..
    ...Town: 3/5 = 60% | 42/76 = 55.3%...
    ....Mafia: 0/2 = 0% | 14/23 = 60.9%....
    .....3P: 1/1 = 100% | 3P: 3/5 = 60%.....
    My advice on Mafia play:
    Get the Led Out

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    don't let the door hit your ass on the way out, and god bless.
    Quote Originally Posted by Necroplant View Post
    Mafia will be very interesting for the duration of this sentence, and lots of individuals' tummys will hurt from laughing so hard. I've had to fall out of my chair and lie on the ground before, as it was just too painful to laugh LOL.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Quick View Post
    You should have replaced out of game. My God, I really thought you were making it up!

    a thousand apologies.
    No, I wouldn't make something like that up.

    It was better for me to keep playing, I needed the distraction. I could only handle the real world in small segments at first.

    Things like this hit people differently, some shut down, some go on drunk/drug binges, some become super religious, some become workaholics, just whatever turns on the coping skills.
    "Dick Cheney. Darth Vader. Hitler. Satan. That's power. It only helps us when people are blind to who we are and what we're doing."
    - Steve Bannon

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    Quote Originally Posted by Klingoncelt View Post
    No, I wouldn't make something like that up.

    It was better for me to keep playing, I needed the distraction. I could only handle the real world in small segments at first.

    Things like this hit people differently, some shut down, some go on drunk/drug binges, some become super religious, some become workaholics, just whatever turns on the coping skills.
    In any case, I apologise for my beyond rude behavior to you in that game.
    Mafia Record:
    Spoiler : On Site/Universal Total :
    ..Total: 5/9 = 55.6% | 61/104 = 58.3%..
    ...Town: 3/5 = 60% | 42/76 = 55.3%...
    ....Mafia: 0/2 = 0% | 14/23 = 60.9%....
    .....3P: 1/1 = 100% | 3P: 3/5 = 60%.....
    My advice on Mafia play:
    Get the Led Out

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