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[Rachyl]

My names Rachyl im 21 years old. I began working as a taxidermist a few weeks ago. I recently moved but im relly hating it cause i miss home. i suffer from disorganized schizophrenia so if you dont know wat that is its pretty bad i get delusions hallucinations and sometimes bugs crawl into my arms and i have to cut them out with a knife so i gots lot of scars it sucks. I dont know why im relly writing this i guess im just trying to vent my frustations i dont have many friends, most of them were just shit talkers and liked starting high school drama. my best friend was just recently murdered in Minnesota. He bound her hands and feet together and cut her throat with a ten inch knife, then dumped her into a culvert like she was an animal.....i fucking hate that ASSHOLE. she was my best friends and he FUCKING killed her. ive completly isolateaed myself from everyone, i only find comfort in talking online with people and doing things to pass the time. but anyways thats enough about me i guess. lol i guess you could say im fucked up beyond all recognition. ive started to develop homidicdal tendencies, and have dreams about killing people. but im not even violent. so idk.
Bye.

[yzb25]

My names Rachyl im 21 years old. I began working as a taxidermist a few weeks ago. I recently moved but im relly hating it cause i miss home. i suffer from disorganized schizophrenia so if you dont know wat that is its pretty bad i get delusions hallucinations and sometimes bugs crawl into my arms and i have to cut them out with a knife so i gots lot of scars it sucks. I dont know why im relly writing this i guess im just trying to vent my frustations i dont have many friends, most of them were just shit talkers and liked starting high school drama. my best friend was just recently murdered in Minnesota. He bound her hands and feet together and cut her throat with a ten inch knife, then dumped her into a culvert like she was an animal.....i fucking hate that ASSHOLE. she was my best friends and he FUCKING killed her. ive completly isolateaed myself from everyone, i only find comfort in talking online with people and doing things to pass the time. but anyways thats enough about me i guess. lol i guess you could say im fucked up beyond all recognition. ive started to develop homidicdal tendencies, and have dreams about killing people. but im not even violent. so idk.
Bye.

Heh, my mum was scizophrenic. Do you see a psychologist or something?

[Helz]

My names Rachyl im 21 years old. I began working as a taxidermist a few weeks ago. I recently moved but im relly hating it cause i miss home. i suffer from disorganized schizophrenia so if you dont know wat that is its pretty bad i get delusions hallucinations and sometimes bugs crawl into my arms and i have to cut them out with a knife so i gots lot of scars it sucks. I dont know why im relly writing this i guess im just trying to vent my frustations i dont have many friends, most of them were just shit talkers and liked starting high school drama. my best friend was just recently murdered in Minnesota. He bound her hands and feet together and cut her throat with a ten inch knife, then dumped her into a culvert like she was an animal.....i fucking hate that ASSHOLE. she was my best friends and he FUCKING killed her. ive completly isolateaed myself from everyone, i only find comfort in talking online with people and doing things to pass the time. but anyways thats enough about me i guess. lol i guess you could say im fucked up beyond all recognition. ive started to develop homidicdal tendencies, and have dreams about killing people. but im not even violent. so idk.
Bye.

I have no idea how to respond to this.

Uhh. Welcome to the forum

[Archangel]

Welcome to the forum!

[Rachyl]

Heh, my mum was scizophrenic. Do you see a psychologist or something?

Uhm, Okay. First of all, your lying. "was" schizophrenic? Theres no cure for it, if you have it. You will always have it. No, i dont see anyone for it....

[lingsarecute]

My names Rachyl im 21 years old. I began working as a taxidermist a few weeks ago. I recently moved but im relly hating it cause i miss home. i suffer from disorganized schizophrenia so if you dont know wat that is its pretty bad i get delusions hallucinations and sometimes bugs crawl into my arms and i have to cut them out with a knife so i gots lot of scars it sucks. I dont know why im relly writing this i guess im just trying to vent my frustations i dont have many friends, most of them were just shit talkers and liked starting high school drama. my best friend was just recently murdered in Minnesota. He bound her hands and feet together and cut her throat with a ten inch knife, then dumped her into a culvert like she was an animal.....i fucking hate that ASSHOLE. she was my best friends and he FUCKING killed her. ive completly isolateaed myself from everyone, i only find comfort in talking online with people and doing things to pass the time. but anyways thats enough about me i guess. lol i guess you could say im fucked up beyond all recognition. ive started to develop homidicdal tendencies, and have dreams about killing people. but im not even violent. so idk.
Bye.

hmmmm... if u dont like stalkers why would you post your personal information on a forum where anyone can see it?

[Helz]

So there is a community I do some outreach work in every now and then. It may be worth looking into if you are interested. I find that the majority of the people that go there are more inclined to express their misery than get help to move past the issues in their life but the ones that genuinely want to improve themselves find some decent help there.

[Rachyl]

hmmmm... if u dont like stalkers why would you post your personal information on a forum where anyone can see it?

Uhm what? When did i say anything about stalkers? Im a very open person.

[SuperJack]

That's interesting! Sorry about all the bad luck!
Do you like tea? Or Doctor Who?

[RLVG]

Welcome to the forums.

My bestfriend is a schizophrenic, I forgot what kind she had but damn is she crazy because of it - seeing the world quite literally differently, for all I know it's a high technologic hell and she literally see herself as non-human.
There's also the diagnosis of Multiple Personalities, she calls it "herself" and a "devil", with dissociative identity so either person has a different personality at times or depersonalized.



You could say I'm quite used to people with Schizophrenia.

The positive thing is that she's improving and getting to a more healthy state of mind. I'm sure you can achieve that too.

[Rachyl]

That's interesting! Sorry about all the bad luck!
Do you like tea? Or Doctor Who?

I liek to draw, watch anime, i dont like tea, but i like monster energy drinks, preferably the blue ones.

[Rachyl]

Welcome to the forums.

My bestfriend is a schizophrenic, I forgot what kind she had but damn is she crazy because of it - seeing the world quite literally differently, for all I know it's a high technologic hell and she literally see herself as non-human.
There's also the diagnosis of Multiple Personalities, she calls it "herself" and a "devil", with dissociative identity so either person has a different personality at times or depersonalized.



You could say I'm quite used to people with Schizophrenia.

The positive thing is that she's improving and getting to a more healthy state of mind. I'm sure you can achieve that too.

Mhm yep. I always find ways to cope

[lingsarecute]

Uhm what? When did i say anything about stalkers? Im a very open person.

oh u said talkers... sorry xD

I liek to draw, watch anime, i dont like tea, but i like monster energy drinks, preferably the blue ones.

btw what anime do u watch?

[SuperJack]

Not like tea....*mumbles*

[SuperJack]

I was talking to a friend on the bus today, I asked her where she lived and she started giving me all these nonsense directions and nonsense.
Turns out she was sitting across a convicted murderer that was at her college for a open jail talk event and happened to be on the bus as well.[He murdered his gf about 20yr ago]. Hence the not wanting to disclose where she lives part.

[Rachyl]

oh u said talkers... sorry xD



btw what anime do u watch?

I watch a ton of anime, but my most in this order are. Angel Beats, Deathnote, Code Geass, Inuyasha and Gurren Lagann
How about you Lings, wat are your favorite anime??

[Slaol]

i guess you could say im fucked up beyond all recognition. ive started to develop homidicdal tendencies, and have dreams about killing people. but im not even violent. so idk.
Bye.

you single?

[Rachyl]

I was talking to a friend on the bus today, I asked her where she lived and she started giving me all these nonsense directions and nonsense.
Turns out she was sitting across a convicted murderer that was at her college for a open jail talk event and happened to be on the bus as well.[He murdered his gf about 20yr ago]. Hence the not wanting to disclose where she lives part.

Isnt it scary how these people walk amongst us and we have no clue who they are?

[Rachyl]

you single?

Uhmm....Its actually complicated right now. Im in an abusing relationship. So....

[Slaol]

Uhmm....Its actually complicated right now. Im in an abusing relationship. So....

Abuse should be kept in the bedroom, imo.

Or occasionally this nice park cause people walked by when you were balls deep one time and that was exciting.

[RLVG]

Uhmm....Its actually complicated right now. Im in an abusing relationship. So....

If there's abuse, just leave.
No matter how hard it is, if the abuse can't end then it will only get worse.

Unless you have other definitions of "abusing" other than violent / psychologic related things.

[Rachyl]

Abuse should be kept in the bedroom, imo.

Or occasionally this nice park cause people walked by when you were balls deep one time and that was exciting.

Slaol you did it at a park?

[DarknessB]

Abuse should be kept in the bedroom, imo.

Or occasionally this nice park cause people walked by when you were balls deep one time and that was exciting.

LOL, this may be one of the greatest responses in forum history. At least the time that I've been on the forums at least.

[Slaol]

Slaol you did it at a park?

Twice.

Once was this dog trail. Not wider than maybe 2 car lengths. People walked by while I was being serviced and eyecontact was made.

Another time it was more of a wooded area and they walked behind while I was balls deep in an asshole.

Fun times.

[RLVG]

Twice.

Once was this dog trail. Not wider than maybe 2 car lengths. People walked by while I was being serviced and eyecontact was made.

Another time it was more of a wooded area and they walked behind while I was balls deep in an asshole.

Fun times.

Are you serious?

[Slaol]

Are you serious?

100%

I can get Orpz to vouch that this isn't even the most fucked up or exciting thing I've done. We talk now

[RLVG]

Slaol's quite the frolick...

[Rachyl]

Twice.

Once was this dog trail. Not wider than maybe 2 car lengths. People walked by while I was being serviced and eyecontact was made.

Another time it was more of a wooded area and they walked behind while I was balls deep in an asshole.

Fun times.

Uhm. Okay....see thats gross to me, i dont like anal. When i do it i only like to do it in the dark

[Slaol]

Uhm. Okay....see thats gross to me, i dont like anal. When i do it i only like to do it in the dark

It's not about you liking anal. It's about my sub doing the things I want them to. Also, if it's done right it goes from "fuck, please no." to "Why was the first thought in my head this morning about how much I want your dick in my ass?"

Also this
On 10/3/15, at 2:06 AM, Willem - Slaol wrote:
> i used a thin knife on a girl like a dildo once

[RLVG]

> i used a thin knife on a girl like a dildo once

-911

[Rachyl]

It's not about you liking anal. It's about my sub doing the things I want them to. Also, if it's done right it goes from "fuck, please no." to "Why was the first thought in my head this morning about how much I want your dick in my ass?"

Also this
On 10/3/15, at 2:06 AM, Willem - Slaol wrote:
> i used a thin knife on a girl like a dildo once

You used a thin knife on a girl. Wat do you mean by that i dont get it

[SuperJack]

I'm an English Gentleman. And I give the girls roses!

[SuperJack]

You used a thin knife on a girl. Wat do you mean by that i dont get it

My guess is a butterknife?

[RLVG]

You used a thin knife on a girl. Wat do you mean by that i dont get it

He did clarify at the end how it was used.
What we don't know, is which end of the knife it was...

[RLVG]

I'm an English Gentleman.

Are you sure? :troll:

[SuperJack]

Are you sure? :troll:

SHUSH, Keep our affair a secret.

[Slaol]

You used a thin knife on a girl. Wat do you mean by that i dont get it

I use a thin knife like a dildo.

[Rachyl]

I use a thin knife like a dildo.

Thats fucking disgusting. Whats wrong with you

[RLVG]

I use a thin knife like a dildo.

You do know this isn't the best thing to admit in the public.

[Slaol]

Thats fucking disgusting. Whats wrong with you

Many things. This isn't the half of it

[Helz]

The trick is start out going doggy with a butt plug. You will love it and it will get you ready for more.

Also this chat took a crazy turn. Lol

[Frog]

Thats fucking disgusting. Whats wrong with you

No one else uses a dildo to cut their steak?

Weird.

Also Welcome Rachyl!

[yzb25]

Uhm, Okay. First of all, your lying. "was" schizophrenic? Theres no cure for it, if you have it. You will always have it. No, i dont see anyone for it....

She's dead, silly :P

[RLVG]

Can we make it SFW?

[yzb25]

She's dead, silly :P

Sorry for bringing this forum back to morbidity, but I found your misinterpretation really funny in a really twisted way xDDD

[Rachyl]

Uhm, okay wow. Im not trying to judge you guys but, thats really gross.....Please seek help

[RLVG]

Uhm, okay wow. Im not trying to judge you guys but, thats really gross.....Please seek help

I agree with this.

[SuperJack]

Uhm, okay wow. Im not trying to judge you guys but, thats really gross.....Please seek help

I agree with this.

I agree with both of these.

But. I can say that most of the people are not being serious.

[yzb25]

Uhm, okay wow. Im not trying to judge you guys but, thats really gross.....Please seek help

Have you tried therapy?

[Lysergic]

Can we make it SFW?

I think we're physically incapable of that on this forum.